College Life

So I know I haven't added a new post in a while and I'm sorry about that. I just have been really buisy. But to catch you up on life, I have successfully moved in on campus. I moved in on the 18th . It rained so hard that day! But it was worth it. I have made so many new friends already. The hardest thing about being on your own is realizing your on your own. If you mess up, then it's on you. You can't call mommy or daddy and blame them. You have to take responsibility on your own. Last night there were these crazy parties. And most of them got shut down. The smell of weed filled the air. Alcohol was on everyones lungs. Bodies merged together and swayed to the music the DJ was playing. The lights seemed to bounce off each other, entertwining as they displayed their brilliant colors. Strings of broken hearts and one night stands gathered in the dark . The night was their time. My friends struggled to keep control of themselves and I felt as if I was on the outside looking in. My heart beated with anxiousness as each bang of the door entered the air. I was not intoxicated but I could not help but close my eyes and add myself to the mix. My body swayed to the left an the right as the music boomed through the speakers. But I knew it was time to go. I said my goodbyes, and just as soon as I left security came. Always listen to your gut feeling. It wont lead you wrong. Peace , Love , and Positivitey.